Cappie
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PTSD Pain Attacks
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Post by Cappie on Apr 3, 2008 20:48:29 GMT -5
He didn't wanna come out of his room he wanted to be left alone not in a room being made to socialize with people but he hid that under a vial of a smile on the outside he was watching cartoons and just hanging out like anyone else. He wore a green t-shirt, grey hoody and dark jeans sitting Indian style on the couch his eyes focused on the TV in front of him. The gold cross around his neck the only thing that he had left of his mother, didn't carry around Sidi no he was hidden in his room away from therapist who told him he couldn't carry it around.
Cappie would snap back with a joke or a sarcastic remark about how its a free country where men could carry around a purple stuffed hippo if he wanted to or roll his eyes while his heart was breaking. His hand reached for the remote turning the channel to the news another high speed chase they never did get away from the cops.
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Darcy Edwards
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self-mutilation
Welcome to my Hell!!!
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Post by Darcy Edwards on Apr 3, 2008 21:02:11 GMT -5
Darcy Edwards wasn't really crazy. Not like everyone else here. All she did was find herself cutting as an outlet for her pain. No one knew of the reason behind it. And, to be honest, she would never tell anyone. Never!
It all started a few months ago; two months to be exact. Darcy snuck out of her house to go skiing for the weekend with a few friends. That night she ended up going to a party. She had set down her drink while going to the bathroom. However, while in the bathroom, some guy had put Roofies in her drink.
She didn't really remember what happened that night. Darcy remembered feeling someone on her and he smelt bad, not like Peter. (Who was her boyfriend then.) That night she had been raped. Now, she's not even the same girl anymore. She was a christian girl who believed in God and abstinense. Now she didn't know what to believe. Although, Peter ended up breaking up with Darcy. Things went so down hill for here.
Darcy walked into the patients lounge. She didn't really feel like socializing. The lounge wasn't really crowded. There was only the one boy watching TV. She sat down at a table all the way on the other side of the room.
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Cappie
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PTSD Pain Attacks
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Post by Cappie on Apr 3, 2008 21:12:58 GMT -5
Getting up from the couch he made his way to the vending machine thank god for the fact he had change putting the quarters in he pushed the buttons watching the water bottle fall from the metal rings that held it in place bending down he reached in through the heavy plastic flap pulling the water bottle out before taking a slip. There was no one else around and all the TV did was give him a little entrainment from an otherwise boring day, looking over at the girl he smiled warmly just a small one. His insides screamed go back to room and hide.
But putting on the outside happy Cappie attitude he walked over. "Hi, Welcome to forced socializing I'm Cappie." He said sitting down on the chair across from her he put his water bottle on the table, "What you here for? I'm here cause I'm an angst ridden teenager." making light of it all. It was much darker witness to a shooting and the death of his own mother.
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Darcy Edwards
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self-mutilation
Welcome to my Hell!!!
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Post by Darcy Edwards on Apr 3, 2008 21:23:28 GMT -5
She looked up, smiling softly. "Hi. I'm Darcy." She hated to have to be here. What do you expect the girl had beed drugged and raped. How do you get over something like that? Well, you just don't. She shrugged. "These idiots here think I'm suicidal. Just because I threatened my life. If only people knew." Of course, she wouldn't tell this boy that she had just met what had happened to her not so long ago.
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Cappie
Patient
PTSD Pain Attacks
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Post by Cappie on Apr 3, 2008 21:35:21 GMT -5
"Nice to meet you Darcy." He said so they had something in common both tried to kill themselves he tried didn't work little thing called Dad caught him in the bathroom trying to slice his wrists open. Got two days in the mental ward for that and than ended up here after Step-mom got tried of it. "Step-mom got sick of me. I tried that didn't work. How long you've been here?'' making small talk was not a talent of his.
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Darcy Edwards
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self-mutilation
Welcome to my Hell!!!
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Post by Darcy Edwards on Apr 3, 2008 21:42:49 GMT -5
"Actually, I just got here this morning. I just recently got out of the hospital after taking sleeping pills and slicing my wrists open." She stood up and walked over to the vending machine to get a bottle of water. She sat back down and took a drink. "I can't stand it here and I haven't even been here 24 hours."
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Cappie
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PTSD Pain Attacks
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Post by Cappie on Apr 4, 2008 13:17:59 GMT -5
"Been here a little longer, I got here last night." He said his Step-mom couldn't wait to get him away and his Dad just wanted to make her happy. "I hated it here before I even came here. What would make it even better if they had candy in the vending michaine and not health food bars and water bottles." yeah about now he could go for some sugar maybe even a cookie something sugary.
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